Bit Disappointed with my parents again.
i told them i just came back.
they straight away say play lar !
go out play more lar.
later sick again.
Mc again waste money.
skip school more lar !
tell them i hand pain.
they say at keyboard longer lar !
play more games lar !
later your hand cannot move one day then you know.
say i headache.
play more lar !
never sleep early lar !
disappointed.
no matter how hard i tried
i today got reconized by randy.
therefore making Ms christina believing in me more.
helps lots.
Joel this year changed.
he last few days told me personally.
you keep up like this.
you will enjoy this year and lots of people will gather round you
instead of you trying to get people to notice you.
Mr. Nic.
although never say anything to me.
but looked at me with a different admiration look.
i actually dun believe that my parents
doesnt believe me.
and yet without saying anything.
choo kok instantly know whats wrong with me.
he's like my father.
my parent.
someone who knows me for a very long long time.
he knows that i long time never had a great resting time.
he knows that i long time never had a nice playing time.
he knows how i feel.
he knows when im sad.
he knows what im thinking.
he knows exactly almost everything.
but there's one thing for sure.
my body cant take this.
i can feel it already.
if i were to die today.
i would deeply regret 2 things.
in this life.
i escaped death 3 times.
1 doing primary 6.
it was green light.green man.
i walked out the lifeguard pulled me back.
saving me from a speeding blue nissan car.
car plate number 6553.
2nd time
i was riding a bike.
using ah nan's bike.
a car banged me.
was green man. when i was going to cross the road.
today. 3rd time.
it was green light. for my taxi to go.
a car sped pass in front.
the taxi pushed brake.
behind van banged the taxi.
notice something the same ?
yeah i know.
WHY DO SOMETIMES FIND THINGS FAMILIAR, AS IF WE'VE SEEN THEM BEFORE?
Why can some of us 'predict the future' but then forget about it until we see the scene again and find it familiar, as if we've been there before?
The experience you have described is termed 'déjà vu'.
Britannica Online gives the following description:
"The term déjà vu is French and means, literally, 'already seen'.
"Those who have experienced the feeling describe it as an overwhelming sense of familiarity with something that shouldn't be familiar at all.
"Say, for example, you are traveling to England for the first time. You are touring a cathedral, and suddenly it seems as if you have been in that very spot before.
"Or maybe you are having dinner with a group of friends, discussing some current political topic, and you have the feeling that you've already experienced this very thing -- same friends, same dinner, same topic.
"It has several variations, including déjà vécu, already experienced; déjà senti, already thought; and déjà visité, already visited.
"There are often references to déjà vu that aren't true déjà vu. Researchers have their own definitions, but generally déjà vu is described as the feeling that you've seen or experienced something before when you know you haven't.
"The most common misuse of the term déjà vu seems to be with precognitive experiences -- experiences where someone gets a feeling that they know exactly what's going to happen next, and it does.
"An important distinction is that déjà vu is experienced during an event, not before. Precognitive experiences -- if they are real -- show things that will happen in the future, not things that you've already experienced.
"However, one theory about déjà vu deals with precognitive dreams that give us a "déjà vu feeling" afterwards."
Britannica Online gives the following description:
"The term déjà vu is French and means, literally, 'already seen'.
"Those who have experienced the feeling describe it as an overwhelming sense of familiarity with something that shouldn't be familiar at all.
"Say, for example, you are traveling to England for the first time. You are touring a cathedral, and suddenly it seems as if you have been in that very spot before.
"Or maybe you are having dinner with a group of friends, discussing some current political topic, and you have the feeling that you've already experienced this very thing -- same friends, same dinner, same topic.
"It has several variations, including déjà vécu, already experienced; déjà senti, already thought; and déjà visité, already visited.
"There are often references to déjà vu that aren't true déjà vu. Researchers have their own definitions, but generally déjà vu is described as the feeling that you've seen or experienced something before when you know you haven't.
"The most common misuse of the term déjà vu seems to be with precognitive experiences -- experiences where someone gets a feeling that they know exactly what's going to happen next, and it does.
"An important distinction is that déjà vu is experienced during an event, not before. Precognitive experiences -- if they are real -- show things that will happen in the future, not things that you've already experienced.
"However, one theory about déjà vu deals with precognitive dreams that give us a "déjà vu feeling" afterwards."
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i Dreamt of a dream before.
of how i died. =D
