Well....

have You Ever Been To A Place 

Which Took You 30 Minutes To Reach.

Just To Get There To Buy Something.

And End Up Short Of 3 Dollars ?

And Went Home Empty Handed ?

Well...

Happened To Me 30 Minutes Ago...

Preparing For School.

Stomach Pain..

Last Day Le.

Exam.

1 Paper.

Have Anyone Seen A Person.

Just Took 5 Minutes To Flip Through A 200 Page TextBook.

And Got Full Marks In Exams With

25 MCQ Questions And 5 Open Ended Questions With Formats ?

Well...

I Tell You.

I Shall Be The First One.

Know Why ?

The Text Book Is Pre Production Process.

Thats What A Producer Does.

I Have Been A Producer For 5 Sets.

3 Mini Set.

3 Compeition Sets.

2 Senior Sets.

Assistant Producer In 2 Feature Films.

All These.

Formats.

MCQ Questions.

Are At My Finger Tips.

Being A Producer.

Handing In A 800 Page Production Document Per Set.

Feature Film More.

800 Page For 10 Minutes Film.

Imagine A 1 Hour 30 Minute Film.

Well...

Thats Also A Reason Why I Hated Myself For Being Director

For My Last Set.

Being A Producer.

Easiest To Earn Marks.

I Think And Think...

I Didnt Learn This Course And Continued It Due To 

I Love It.

I Just Wanted To Show.

my mum

.....

realize alot of things.

off to school.

My New Email :

x3Genius@TheBat.net

Thanks =P

Finally a Paid Security System.

Finally Finished My Project.

Monday Ended School On 6pm.

Tuesday Ended School At 9pm.

Wednesday Ended School At 10pm.

Thursday Ended School At 10pm.

Friday Ended School At 2am -.-

All These 5 Days Started School At 8.30am.

Weird Huh ?

How Awesome Last Few Days Of This Madness.

And Im Able To Wake Up And Go School.

But, Im Still Very Happy That I Finished My Video.

Uploading Video To Youtube.

Trying To Convert Into A Smaller File Before Uploading.

6GB 8 Minute Video.

1280 x 720 , HD Ready Quality.

Apple ProRes Exported.

Trying To Convert A Few Times Le.

Keep Got Error....

Haiz...

So...

What Have I Learnt This Few Days ?

Not To Eat Mr.Joel's Free Dinner.

LOL

Eat Already Whole Crew StomachAche -.-

The Crew United In Delaying Mr.Joel's Timing.

Example.

Mr.Joel Say.

I Go See The Other Class Awhile, Bring 2 Crew Member Go.

He Say I Want It Exported And Burned When I Come Back.

They 2 That Went.

Try Delay Him.

Dam Funny Aspect.

Come Out All Sorts Of Reason.

Buy Drink.

Go Toilet Tgt What Scared Dark.

At The Class Talk Talk. Delay.

Keep Talking To Mr.Joel While Walking.

Cause MrJoel Always Talk Grandmother Story.

So Make Use Of Himself.

Let Himself Waste Time.

They Came Back Around 12Midnight On Friday.

Burned.

Burning Got Error.

When Playback Will Delay.

Then Joel Say What Need Taxi Lar , Etc Etc Etc 

[ GrandMother Story ]

Then End Up Come To Me Again.

Pay Those West Side People Taxi Fare Back Home.

So Okie Lor.

Then Just Nice iDvd Program Got Problem.

Need Redo.

While Redo I Show Them The Video.

Joel Pointed Out Some Mistakes.

Although Small Mistakes.

The Biggest Mistake I Done Is.

Within The Entire Video.

All I Trending Soundtracks / Music.

Then Credits I Go Put Classical .

Then Kena Fked -.-

Then I Say.

Since I Paying For Cab Fare.

Might As Well While Waiting For Redo DVD Menu.

Gimme 1 Hour For Redo Video Mistakes.

That 1 Hour.

He Brought Out 2 Members.

They Tried Their Best To Delay....

That 1 Hour .....

Cause Me 70 Dollars -.-

But...

Worth It.

I See My End Product.

Im Realli Happy.

Though Got Some Error Here And There.

But.

Its The Best Already Given The Time.

Lastly Around 2.20am Go Out Of School Gate.

Monday Critique.

Realli Hope Everything Goes Well.

Kinda Lazy Type Story.

Good Memories.

Set Alarm At 4am.

Woke Up At 7am 0.0

Didnt Hear Anything.

Well...

Nevermind bah.

Rum Didnt Manage To Finish His Side.

So I Gotta Whack Everything In.

Hmm...

Guess How I Woke Up ?

My Mum Came In.

Scolded Me.

Eh What Time Need Wake Up ?

Need Go School Or Not ?

2nd Warning Letter Already.

Pull My Blanket, Turn Me Face Her.

Put The Letter In Front Of My Face.

And Wiggle The Letter In Front Of Me.

Alarm Ringing Already, Still Not Late ?

Now A Days, Work So Hard.

Then End Up No Cert How ?

Etc Etc Etc.....

I Was In Such A Good Mood.

My Crew Should Know.

Then Forcefully Woken Up.

Got Up.

Bad Mood.

Went To Look At The Letter.

Realize Something Wrong.

29th October 2010 Was The Date.

Shit Happens On Set.

Dun Ask Me What Happened.

Poor Fingers.

Off To Bed.

4am Need Wake Up.

!! SCRIPT IS KING !!

Getting Super High...

Drinking Coffee.

Weird, That I Only Think About You 0.0

Weird Impression Between The Link Of Coffee And You.

Everyone's Waiting To See

What I Do Next.

It Must Be Great.

It Must Be Good.

It Must Be The Best.

The First Ever.

Co-perate Film Under The Name Of XpRienz Pte Ltd.

It Would Serve Anderson As A Parting Gift To His Hardwork.

To His Retirement The End Of The Year.

After That.

He Would No Longer Be In My Life.

The First Ever Co-perate Film.

To Be Done In This Course In History.

No One Have Fking Did This.

It Must Be Good.

It Must Be The Best.

I Need To Give A Shocking To The Judges.

So That If They Want Fire Me.

They Would Have To Think Twice.

As The Video Itself, Would Have A Place In History.

Everything Happened For A Reason.

A Person Came To My Life For A Reason.

Every Single Thing.

Taught Me A Valuable Lesson.

I Hope My Video.

I Would Be Proud To Showcase To Singapore.

Instead Of.

Disappearing To Mid-Air.

Morning !

Slept For 4 Hours.

Finally A Good Friend Lend Me A Macbook.

Its Been A While Since I Drank A Coffee.

Today's Schedule.

3 Hours To Finalize My Script.

1 Hour To Edit Free Time.

30 Minutes Prepare Go School.

13 Hours In School Of Pure Editing + Reshoot Anything.

Friday This Prince Of Brunei Coming To ITE College East.

Our Class Is Representing Our Course.

And We Would Be Doing A Project During Our Studio Production.

Let Him To "Watch"

Therefore My Dateline Changed To Thursday !!

My Classmates Yesterday All Very Pissed Off.

But But !!!

Ms Chirstina , My Class Advisor.

Spoke To Me After That.

She Say If My Group Cant Finish On Thursday.

Latest Saturday Morning.

Pass To Her At Her House 0.0

Still , Great To Have Her As CA.

Off To Work !

Busy Busy Busy Busy Busy.

Hah.

Sometimes I Think.

I Maybe A Good Public Speaker For Young Adults.

Some May Agree To This.

Not Sure.

I Still Dont Understand.

I Trained Myself To be So Icy Cold Hearted.

To Be Prepared For Real Life.

And Yet.

Broken Down.

And Want Myself To Think Of Myself As A Kid ?

WRONG THINKING.

im 18.

I Have Started Earning Money.

But Not Yet Feed Myself.

Chill And Relax.

Slow And Steady.

Last Week For Submission..

Realli Cant Take It Already.

I Lost Confidence.

Know It Isnt Like Me At All.

But Yep.

I Know How The Video Looks Like.

I Just Edit Too Slow.

[ Finding MacBook Still ]

I Seriously Cant Understand My Crew Mates.

They Still Cant Finish Their Work.

Simple Simple Work.

Such As Television Commercial.

And Bumpers + Openings.

Up Till Now.

Which I Gave Them A Date Due 

3 Fking Weeks Ago.

Seeing The Other Groups.

Finishing Up Their Work...

Disappointed..

Im Super Frustrated With How Slow I Edit...

Yet Being Asked Here And There,

To Check Television Drafts !

When He Only Put In 1 Video.

No Corrections, Not Correct In And Out Points.

Checking Bumpers

Where Spelling Also Wrong

Gave Them A Sheet Of Paper.

Dun Even Know How Copy And Type Correctly.

Seriously ?

And While I Edit.

I Say I Busy.

They Just Sit Around Me.

Relaxing...

Thinking That They Have Finished Their Work.

Doing Nothing At All.

What's The Different Seriously ?

Between Me, Myself Doing A One Man Crew.

Then To Have A 7 Man Crew ?

Every Simple Thing Also Cant Follow.

Then They Go Complain To Teacher.

Say I Not "Directing" Them.

Seriously....

Broke Down Frustrated Today 3 Times In School.

Kena Further Punishment.

I Was Staring Down Towards The Area Where The Punching Bags Were..

Seeing People There Playing.

I Then Dunno Why.

I Go Kick The God Damned Glass Panel.

The One That Have A Handling To Prevent You From Falling Down.

The Entire Glass Break.

Just Nice, Got One Teacher Around That Area.

Tio Counselling + Detention....

They Say Still Want What Call Parents.

You Think My Parents So Free Ar ?

I Realli Dun Want Them Know Anything.

My Attendance Is Bad.

Being Late For School.

Etc Etc, Atitute, Blah Blah Blah.

Missing From Class.

Not Paying Attention.

Distracted In Class.

Why Am I So Stupid , To Opt Myself Go Edit The Main Video.

I Know I Should Be The One Pushing Everyone Up.

But I Realli Cant Manage The Video Already.

And Yet My Crew Just Keep Give More Problems.

Complain Here, Complain There.

The Biggest Mistake I Made.

Becoming The Director.

Doing Something I Cant Do And For My Very First Time.

I Should Have Known Better.

Stick To Producer.

Paperwork.

Simple 4 Point GPA.

And My Producer Also Not Doing Work.

Suppose Producer Touches Up With Final Product.

Make Sures Everyone Do Their Work.

Pushes Everyone To Do Their Work.

Rush Them For Their Paperworks.

[ End Up Become I Do ? ]

Gaffer On Set,

Do Nothing, Set Up Only, Go Room

Relax, Sit There Do Nothing.

Doenst Care Production.

Only Care About Going Home And Going For Badminton Lessons

Going For Compeitions.

Come On Dude.

He On Set, Loan Out Grips , Etc Etc.

Loan Out For What When You Dunno How Use ?

You Expect Me Do ?

And He Realli Expect Me Do His Job.

Being A Gaffer, Handle Lights.

Simple Thing Such A Glove.

He Also Dun Have.

As For Art Director.

After Set Up ?

Slack, Eat.

Go Room At Air -Con Play MAPLE !

Props.

Just Fking Fruits And Vegetable.

99 Dollars SGD.

Not Your Fking Money Of Course Not Pain Lar.

Just For 1 Day, Buy New Fruits And Vegetable, No Continuation ?

OH MY GOSH.

Drinks All That Buy From 7-11.

Fking Expensive.

Beside Only Sell So Cheap Need Always Go 7-11 ?

Get Money From Me ?

Every Single Thing.

$ Please.

$ Please.

As For Producer Leis.

She Got A Recommendation From Ms Chirstina For Being A Producer.

I Tell You.

She Fking Most Useless In The Group.

Just That She Doesnt Know That.

If Paperwork Never Do Properly.

I Sure Kena Very Bad.

My Paperwork Last Few Times, Before I Step Up Be Director.

Top Form One.

No One Win Me In Specification And Organization.

Top Producer In The Entire 3 Fk Fail Class.

She Never Do Properly.

I Make Sure She Doesnt Sleep And Do Properly.

As For Shane.

" Editor"

As For Editor For Avengers Movie -.-

I Dunno Want To Cry Or Laugh.

He Supposingly To Do The Entire Edit.

For Graphics / Video / Commercial.

End Up ?

I Do Video ?

Some Dun Care Guy Take Commercial.

And He Do Graphics.

What Else ?

He Graphics, Delay For 3 Weeks.

No Give Rough Cut.

No Give Storyboard.

I Dun Want Type Le.

Can Type Very Very Long ....

I Will Need To Hand In One 300 Word Report.

Thinking 1000 Words Also Not Enough.

Anyway, Anyone Or Anyone Friend ?

With A Macbook That Have Final Cut Pro 7 Software.

Willing To Lend Me Notify Me Asap.

Lend Till 19th November 2011.

Promise Treat Like Baby.

Next Week.

Everyday Stay In School Le.

Need Beg Lecturer Open Lab...

Today.

I Edit Till I Didnt Know I Havent Eat Anything For The Day...

Keep Edit Edit Edit.

Somemore Edit About Fking Food.

If I Survive Through This.

And Impress The Judges.

I Tell You.

No One Can Set A Better Challenge In My Life.

Nothing Can Set A Better Challenge.

This Is The Only Thing I Feel So Far.

That I Cant Do It Alone.

Or Perhaps.

Within Me.

I Changed.

I Feel That.

Im Feeling To Feel More Things.

Grew A Weaker Heart.

Seriously.

Cannot Give Chance.

There's No Such Thing As A Weakness In Me.

I Would Still Wont Forget My Life Aim

Which I Set It A Few Years Back.

I , Joel Would Let The Entire World Know Me And Regret That They Did Not Hire Me When I Was Younger.

In The Real World.

I Spilt Up People In 2 Ways.

1 : Wants To Work.

2 : Wants To Hire.

There Are Deeper Meanings To This 2 Ways.

I Actually Just Know The Real True Meaning In This

A Few Months Back.

When You Know Its Meaning.

Come Tell Me.

Whether You Are 1 ? Or 2 ? 

i Cant Believe That I Have Been Doing Something For A Few Years.

And No One Told Me That Im At Wrong.

Disappointed.