Its tough if your parents dont believe in what you believe.

But of course im not the kind who gives in easily.
I dont wanna end up, at the end of my life on my deathbed.
Saying i worked too much, achieving nothing.
I want to at least say, i tried my best.

Since now i do not have a family, or a girlfriend.
Or a dependant. 
Its the best time to go out to try.
I shall give myself till 25.
Its more than enough time.
And its still not that late.

I want to whack it hard, whack it tough.

Honestly...
Of course behind of me.
You will say this say that.

But his reasons and mine reasons.
Which one more matters?

Im more of a business reasoning.
He's more of a i got a shit attitude. 

I agree i have a shit attitude.
But you must know why i have them.

I have 2 personalitys.
One could be happy and everything.
Perhaps the only time i shown it fully was in korea with yyn, jx and greg.

Another one is super hardcore, perfectionist.
Which only people who i worked with knows about this.
You cannot go fucking with me when im in this.
Perhaps only in ITE i shown it fully.
And of course with the mindset got myself a 3.8gpa.
Which got me an admission to nee ann poly.
But i chose to go national service after.

Every tiny bit.
Of money, you lost, you didnt check others.
Only till i found out.. 
I trusted you in your job.
This is it.
Signing off your shares to me.
Passing your debt to me.
I shall take it as it is.

I do what i do best..
Alone...

Which...
I do not like it..
Ever since i loved her deeply..
I opened my heart.
Became soft hearted.
And then... eaten up by everyone i began to trust.
Im so pissed off with myself.

Money makes the world go round.
Im more money mindset than anyone else.
Since love makes me do even more so.

The start of an busy schedule.
September's Month fully packed !!!

Of course, not with gaming..
Or lazying around.

So yeah..