Early This Morning.

A Guy In Guild.

Felt So Sad.

I Gave Him My Number.

He Called Me.

Though His Voice Was Very Low.

But I Managed To Hear.

He Just Broke Up With His Girlfriend.

Although I Cant Say Anything.

Cause I Know How It Felt.

I Just Held On To The Phone, Till He Slept.

Although He Gave Such Strong, Ulterior.

Strong, Powerful.

Thick Skinned, He Too.

Humans Still Have Feelings.

I Would Never Want.

To Lose It Again.

I Would Never Want,

To Lose Anything I Kept.

I Would Never,

Lose, Something I Spent Time In It.

I Would Never,

Lose...

One's Strength, Could Actually Be Your Very Own Weakness.

Despite Of All The Things I Have Done.
There's Something, Never Failed To Hit My Weakness @ Heart.
And I Intend To Hide It Forever.
Therefore My Character Nature.

Bought My Own Christmas Present =D

I Looked At Some Facebook Pictures...

I Guess...

I Thought...

Situations Have Been Like This Since I Was Here In Tampines..

Since I Have A Thought Of Things.

Looked At My Surroundings.

And My Friends..

Close Friends...

Further Friends..

All The Friends I Know.

Share A Common Thing.

They Do Not Go Out Often.

They Do Not Have Huge Allowance From Their Parents.

2 Things Perhaps.

Why Would Or Should I Be The Odd One.

I Shall Make Use Of This.

To Refrain Myself.

From Spending Too Much.

The One Thing I Thought.

Watching Movies.

Why Should I Pay For Extra People.

To Watch My Favourite Movie ?

Even Though Its A Desire , Its A Want To Watch.

Arg... Fked Up.

I Cant Seem To Think The Next Step 

Towards Changing For A Better Anderson.

Going Off..

Preparing For Later.

Last Gathering @ Xprienz.

I Only Know.

The Last Thing I Would Not Think About Saving Money.

Is That, Gatherings.

Today Eat "Tangyuan"

Reminds Me Of When I Was Young.

My Mum Personally Cooked Some.

She Would Say, Come Eat, Come Eat.

Eat 1 Grow Older 1 Year.

I Still Remember What I Replyed To Her.

So I Eat Whole Pot ?

Tomorrow Die ? =P

My Final Year Project Video.

Supported By XpRienz Pte Ltd.

Produced By Xtreme Pictures =D

Videos Below Are Recommended To Watch In Youtube.

[ Press The Youtube Button On The Video ]

My 1 Minute Commercial

Full Video 

http://vimeo.com/33131044

See What My ClassMates Do.

OMGOSH.

The Actor Act Realli Great.

The Password For The Video Is :

Ernest.

Well Is His Real Name.

Beginning To Feel....

Although I Build My Outer Layer.

Thick And React Accordingly To Hatred Responses.

To Those People Who Have Bad Intention Against Me.

I May Have Wronged A Few Pure.

Good Souls.

I Do Know.

I Always Do Think Negatively.

If You Do Not Explain Clearly.

I May Just Remember It Always.

Although I Would Say I Forget Why.

The Next Time When You Say, Why You Treat Me So Bad.

Even Though Forgotten.

But I Would Remember.

That You Did Something Wrong.

Even Though You Did Not.

BUT Didnt Explain Clearly.

And Therefore, Misunderstanding Occurs. 

Seriously

Epicly

Stupidly

Angry.

Maybe I Didnt Notice Much.

But Think I Have A Thing With Coloured Eyes.

[ Not Black , Brown ]

I Believe In Moving Together.

If Lets Say.

There's One Person, Thinks Otherwise.

I Would Rather You Gone.

Then To Slow Us All Down.

I Believe In Goal Setting.

If Not There's Realli Nothing Much You Go About.

What's The Point Of Playing A Game.

Where You Just Slack All The Way.

Doing Nothing.

While The Entire Other Members Leveling, 

Advancing The Game.

Trying To Improve The Reputation Of A Certain Name.

And Drags Down The Requirements Of The Guild.

Just Because Of 1 Person.

Laughing About My Class's Chalet.

First Of All.

Organized Since The Start Of The Year.

2nd.

3 Days 2 Night 500 Plus. - 1 Room.

Last June Same Peak Period.

Im Able To Get 4 Days 3 Night 2 Room. For 500 Plus.

....

Other Then This.

30+ People Attending.

Budget For Food  And Drinks ?

130 Dollars.

What's More.

Monday BBQ.

Food And Drinks Havent Buy.

Havent Order Also.

Realli Wanna Laugh

Weather Forecast For Monday....

Heavy Rain.

Well See What Happen..

Its Realli Wonderful.

I Made Friends With People Who I Dunno.

Never Actually Meeting Them.

We Do Skype.

They Comforted Me When I Needed It.

They Chilled Me Up When I Needed It.

Played Jokes With Each Other When I Feel Down.

They Know What Im Thinking When Im Staring Off Space.

Bluring Off....

While I Skype.

When Its Late At Night.

When They Wanted To Go To Bed.

They Would Wait For Me To Come Back To Skype.

To Say Good Bye.

Even Though They Waiting 30 Minutes.

They Could Be The Best Friends.

But Yet, I Do Not Wish To Meet Them Real Life.

As I Don't Think Its A Great Idea.

Last Time I Had Have Great Friends.

Same As Them

But When...

I See Them Real Life.

Things Changed.

I Just Want It To Stay It Like This.

Virtual Friends...

Well....

have You Ever Been To A Place 

Which Took You 30 Minutes To Reach.

Just To Get There To Buy Something.

And End Up Short Of 3 Dollars ?

And Went Home Empty Handed ?

Well...

Happened To Me 30 Minutes Ago...

Preparing For School.

Stomach Pain..

Last Day Le.

Exam.

1 Paper.

Have Anyone Seen A Person.

Just Took 5 Minutes To Flip Through A 200 Page TextBook.

And Got Full Marks In Exams With

25 MCQ Questions And 5 Open Ended Questions With Formats ?

Well...

I Tell You.

I Shall Be The First One.

Know Why ?

The Text Book Is Pre Production Process.

Thats What A Producer Does.

I Have Been A Producer For 5 Sets.

3 Mini Set.

3 Compeition Sets.

2 Senior Sets.

Assistant Producer In 2 Feature Films.

All These.

Formats.

MCQ Questions.

Are At My Finger Tips.

Being A Producer.

Handing In A 800 Page Production Document Per Set.

Feature Film More.

800 Page For 10 Minutes Film.

Imagine A 1 Hour 30 Minute Film.

Well...

Thats Also A Reason Why I Hated Myself For Being Director

For My Last Set.

Being A Producer.

Easiest To Earn Marks.

I Think And Think...

I Didnt Learn This Course And Continued It Due To 

I Love It.

I Just Wanted To Show.

my mum

.....

realize alot of things.

off to school.

My New Email :

x3Genius@TheBat.net

Thanks =P

Finally a Paid Security System.

Finally Finished My Project.

Monday Ended School On 6pm.

Tuesday Ended School At 9pm.

Wednesday Ended School At 10pm.

Thursday Ended School At 10pm.

Friday Ended School At 2am -.-

All These 5 Days Started School At 8.30am.

Weird Huh ?

How Awesome Last Few Days Of This Madness.

And Im Able To Wake Up And Go School.

But, Im Still Very Happy That I Finished My Video.

Uploading Video To Youtube.

Trying To Convert Into A Smaller File Before Uploading.

6GB 8 Minute Video.

1280 x 720 , HD Ready Quality.

Apple ProRes Exported.

Trying To Convert A Few Times Le.

Keep Got Error....

Haiz...

So...

What Have I Learnt This Few Days ?

Not To Eat Mr.Joel's Free Dinner.

LOL

Eat Already Whole Crew StomachAche -.-

The Crew United In Delaying Mr.Joel's Timing.

Example.

Mr.Joel Say.

I Go See The Other Class Awhile, Bring 2 Crew Member Go.

He Say I Want It Exported And Burned When I Come Back.

They 2 That Went.

Try Delay Him.

Dam Funny Aspect.

Come Out All Sorts Of Reason.

Buy Drink.

Go Toilet Tgt What Scared Dark.

At The Class Talk Talk. Delay.

Keep Talking To Mr.Joel While Walking.

Cause MrJoel Always Talk Grandmother Story.

So Make Use Of Himself.

Let Himself Waste Time.

They Came Back Around 12Midnight On Friday.

Burned.

Burning Got Error.

When Playback Will Delay.

Then Joel Say What Need Taxi Lar , Etc Etc Etc 

[ GrandMother Story ]

Then End Up Come To Me Again.

Pay Those West Side People Taxi Fare Back Home.

So Okie Lor.

Then Just Nice iDvd Program Got Problem.

Need Redo.

While Redo I Show Them The Video.

Joel Pointed Out Some Mistakes.

Although Small Mistakes.

The Biggest Mistake I Done Is.

Within The Entire Video.

All I Trending Soundtracks / Music.

Then Credits I Go Put Classical .

Then Kena Fked -.-

Then I Say.

Since I Paying For Cab Fare.

Might As Well While Waiting For Redo DVD Menu.

Gimme 1 Hour For Redo Video Mistakes.

That 1 Hour.

He Brought Out 2 Members.

They Tried Their Best To Delay....

That 1 Hour .....

Cause Me 70 Dollars -.-

But...

Worth It.

I See My End Product.

Im Realli Happy.

Though Got Some Error Here And There.

But.

Its The Best Already Given The Time.

Lastly Around 2.20am Go Out Of School Gate.

Monday Critique.

Realli Hope Everything Goes Well.

Kinda Lazy Type Story.

Good Memories.

Set Alarm At 4am.

Woke Up At 7am 0.0

Didnt Hear Anything.

Well...

Nevermind bah.

Rum Didnt Manage To Finish His Side.

So I Gotta Whack Everything In.

Hmm...

Guess How I Woke Up ?

My Mum Came In.

Scolded Me.

Eh What Time Need Wake Up ?

Need Go School Or Not ?

2nd Warning Letter Already.

Pull My Blanket, Turn Me Face Her.

Put The Letter In Front Of My Face.

And Wiggle The Letter In Front Of Me.

Alarm Ringing Already, Still Not Late ?

Now A Days, Work So Hard.

Then End Up No Cert How ?

Etc Etc Etc.....

I Was In Such A Good Mood.

My Crew Should Know.

Then Forcefully Woken Up.

Got Up.

Bad Mood.

Went To Look At The Letter.

Realize Something Wrong.

29th October 2010 Was The Date.

Shit Happens On Set.

Dun Ask Me What Happened.

Poor Fingers.

Off To Bed.

4am Need Wake Up.

!! SCRIPT IS KING !!

Getting Super High...

Drinking Coffee.

Weird, That I Only Think About You 0.0

Weird Impression Between The Link Of Coffee And You.

Everyone's Waiting To See

What I Do Next.

It Must Be Great.

It Must Be Good.

It Must Be The Best.

The First Ever.

Co-perate Film Under The Name Of XpRienz Pte Ltd.

It Would Serve Anderson As A Parting Gift To His Hardwork.

To His Retirement The End Of The Year.

After That.

He Would No Longer Be In My Life.

The First Ever Co-perate Film.

To Be Done In This Course In History.

No One Have Fking Did This.

It Must Be Good.

It Must Be The Best.

I Need To Give A Shocking To The Judges.

So That If They Want Fire Me.

They Would Have To Think Twice.

As The Video Itself, Would Have A Place In History.

Everything Happened For A Reason.

A Person Came To My Life For A Reason.

Every Single Thing.

Taught Me A Valuable Lesson.

I Hope My Video.

I Would Be Proud To Showcase To Singapore.

Instead Of.

Disappearing To Mid-Air.

Morning !

Slept For 4 Hours.

Finally A Good Friend Lend Me A Macbook.

Its Been A While Since I Drank A Coffee.

Today's Schedule.

3 Hours To Finalize My Script.

1 Hour To Edit Free Time.

30 Minutes Prepare Go School.

13 Hours In School Of Pure Editing + Reshoot Anything.

Friday This Prince Of Brunei Coming To ITE College East.

Our Class Is Representing Our Course.

And We Would Be Doing A Project During Our Studio Production.

Let Him To "Watch"

Therefore My Dateline Changed To Thursday !!

My Classmates Yesterday All Very Pissed Off.

But But !!!

Ms Chirstina , My Class Advisor.

Spoke To Me After That.

She Say If My Group Cant Finish On Thursday.

Latest Saturday Morning.

Pass To Her At Her House 0.0

Still , Great To Have Her As CA.

Off To Work !

Busy Busy Busy Busy Busy.

Hah.

Sometimes I Think.

I Maybe A Good Public Speaker For Young Adults.

Some May Agree To This.

Not Sure.

I Still Dont Understand.

I Trained Myself To be So Icy Cold Hearted.

To Be Prepared For Real Life.

And Yet.

Broken Down.

And Want Myself To Think Of Myself As A Kid ?

WRONG THINKING.

im 18.

I Have Started Earning Money.

But Not Yet Feed Myself.

Chill And Relax.

Slow And Steady.

Last Week For Submission..

Realli Cant Take It Already.

I Lost Confidence.

Know It Isnt Like Me At All.

But Yep.

I Know How The Video Looks Like.

I Just Edit Too Slow.

[ Finding MacBook Still ]

I Seriously Cant Understand My Crew Mates.

They Still Cant Finish Their Work.

Simple Simple Work.

Such As Television Commercial.

And Bumpers + Openings.

Up Till Now.

Which I Gave Them A Date Due 

3 Fking Weeks Ago.

Seeing The Other Groups.

Finishing Up Their Work...

Disappointed..

Im Super Frustrated With How Slow I Edit...

Yet Being Asked Here And There,

To Check Television Drafts !

When He Only Put In 1 Video.

No Corrections, Not Correct In And Out Points.

Checking Bumpers

Where Spelling Also Wrong

Gave Them A Sheet Of Paper.

Dun Even Know How Copy And Type Correctly.

Seriously ?

And While I Edit.

I Say I Busy.

They Just Sit Around Me.

Relaxing...

Thinking That They Have Finished Their Work.

Doing Nothing At All.

What's The Different Seriously ?

Between Me, Myself Doing A One Man Crew.

Then To Have A 7 Man Crew ?

Every Simple Thing Also Cant Follow.

Then They Go Complain To Teacher.

Say I Not "Directing" Them.

Seriously....

Broke Down Frustrated Today 3 Times In School.

Kena Further Punishment.

I Was Staring Down Towards The Area Where The Punching Bags Were..

Seeing People There Playing.

I Then Dunno Why.

I Go Kick The God Damned Glass Panel.

The One That Have A Handling To Prevent You From Falling Down.

The Entire Glass Break.

Just Nice, Got One Teacher Around That Area.

Tio Counselling + Detention....

They Say Still Want What Call Parents.

You Think My Parents So Free Ar ?

I Realli Dun Want Them Know Anything.

My Attendance Is Bad.

Being Late For School.

Etc Etc, Atitute, Blah Blah Blah.

Missing From Class.

Not Paying Attention.

Distracted In Class.

Why Am I So Stupid , To Opt Myself Go Edit The Main Video.

I Know I Should Be The One Pushing Everyone Up.

But I Realli Cant Manage The Video Already.

And Yet My Crew Just Keep Give More Problems.

Complain Here, Complain There.

The Biggest Mistake I Made.

Becoming The Director.

Doing Something I Cant Do And For My Very First Time.

I Should Have Known Better.

Stick To Producer.

Paperwork.

Simple 4 Point GPA.

And My Producer Also Not Doing Work.

Suppose Producer Touches Up With Final Product.

Make Sures Everyone Do Their Work.

Pushes Everyone To Do Their Work.

Rush Them For Their Paperworks.

[ End Up Become I Do ? ]

Gaffer On Set,

Do Nothing, Set Up Only, Go Room

Relax, Sit There Do Nothing.

Doenst Care Production.

Only Care About Going Home And Going For Badminton Lessons

Going For Compeitions.

Come On Dude.

He On Set, Loan Out Grips , Etc Etc.

Loan Out For What When You Dunno How Use ?

You Expect Me Do ?

And He Realli Expect Me Do His Job.

Being A Gaffer, Handle Lights.

Simple Thing Such A Glove.

He Also Dun Have.

As For Art Director.

After Set Up ?

Slack, Eat.

Go Room At Air -Con Play MAPLE !

Props.

Just Fking Fruits And Vegetable.

99 Dollars SGD.

Not Your Fking Money Of Course Not Pain Lar.

Just For 1 Day, Buy New Fruits And Vegetable, No Continuation ?

OH MY GOSH.

Drinks All That Buy From 7-11.

Fking Expensive.

Beside Only Sell So Cheap Need Always Go 7-11 ?

Get Money From Me ?

Every Single Thing.

$ Please.

$ Please.

As For Producer Leis.

She Got A Recommendation From Ms Chirstina For Being A Producer.

I Tell You.

She Fking Most Useless In The Group.

Just That She Doesnt Know That.

If Paperwork Never Do Properly.

I Sure Kena Very Bad.

My Paperwork Last Few Times, Before I Step Up Be Director.

Top Form One.

No One Win Me In Specification And Organization.

Top Producer In The Entire 3 Fk Fail Class.

She Never Do Properly.

I Make Sure She Doesnt Sleep And Do Properly.

As For Shane.

" Editor"

As For Editor For Avengers Movie -.-

I Dunno Want To Cry Or Laugh.

He Supposingly To Do The Entire Edit.

For Graphics / Video / Commercial.

End Up ?

I Do Video ?

Some Dun Care Guy Take Commercial.

And He Do Graphics.

What Else ?

He Graphics, Delay For 3 Weeks.

No Give Rough Cut.

No Give Storyboard.

I Dun Want Type Le.

Can Type Very Very Long ....

I Will Need To Hand In One 300 Word Report.

Thinking 1000 Words Also Not Enough.

Anyway, Anyone Or Anyone Friend ?

With A Macbook That Have Final Cut Pro 7 Software.

Willing To Lend Me Notify Me Asap.

Lend Till 19th November 2011.

Promise Treat Like Baby.

Next Week.

Everyday Stay In School Le.

Need Beg Lecturer Open Lab...

Today.

I Edit Till I Didnt Know I Havent Eat Anything For The Day...

Keep Edit Edit Edit.

Somemore Edit About Fking Food.

If I Survive Through This.

And Impress The Judges.

I Tell You.

No One Can Set A Better Challenge In My Life.

Nothing Can Set A Better Challenge.

This Is The Only Thing I Feel So Far.

That I Cant Do It Alone.

Or Perhaps.

Within Me.

I Changed.

I Feel That.

Im Feeling To Feel More Things.

Grew A Weaker Heart.

Seriously.

Cannot Give Chance.

There's No Such Thing As A Weakness In Me.

I Would Still Wont Forget My Life Aim

Which I Set It A Few Years Back.

I , Joel Would Let The Entire World Know Me And Regret That They Did Not Hire Me When I Was Younger.

In The Real World.

I Spilt Up People In 2 Ways.

1 : Wants To Work.

2 : Wants To Hire.

There Are Deeper Meanings To This 2 Ways.

I Actually Just Know The Real True Meaning In This

A Few Months Back.

When You Know Its Meaning.

Come Tell Me.

Whether You Are 1 ? Or 2 ? 

i Cant Believe That I Have Been Doing Something For A Few Years.

And No One Told Me That Im At Wrong.

Disappointed.

I Just Realize That This Is Bad.

Every Single Night.

Im Drinking Either A Can Or Bottle Of

Heineken Beer 0.0

Hope Imma Stop This 0.0

Drink Drink Drink.

Like No Taste...

Weird...

Seems Sweet Not Bitter.

Sometimes Taste Like Water.

Sometimes Taste So Bitter.

Same Brand Same Name.

Weird Huh ?

Wonder If Feelings Like They Say Change The Taste.

Missing In Action For 2 Months.

Hope You Dun Worry For Me.

School's Busy.

Life Going Well.

Though Some Point Of Time.

Feel Like Dying -.-

Cant Believe Last Weekend I Slept Throughout The Entire Afternoon.

And Woke Up At 7.30pm.

Look At My Handphone Time.

And Said " Damn " 

Haiz...

Hope This Weekend Could Be More Free.

I Should Refrain Myself.

From Speaking Freely.

Even Though They Are Close Friends.

Who Knows If They Arent Treating Me As One.

Everyone Is Not Bad By Nature.

What Did I Do Wrong ?

To Make Them Feel They Are Not "Under" Us.

To Make Them Feel They Arent A Family.

To Make Them Feel Seperated.

During The Past Outings.

They All Gave A Warm Smile In Their Faces.

Don't Tell Me.

Its All A Lie.

Their Laughter.

Their Joy.

All Were A Lie To Fool Me ?

Did The Biggest Mistake In My Entire Life...

OMGOSH...

Will Never Forget That.

I Would Rather Throw That Amount Of Cash To Help Return My Father's Loan.

Haiz...
Too Gan Chiong Already...

Someone The Mood.

Everything Plays A Part Still...

I Shall Leave Facebook For Now...

I Had It.

Cant Go To Sleep.

Headache.

Stressed.

School Got Problem.

Family Got Problem.

My Only Escape From Reality, To The Virtual.

Also Got Problem.

Oh Dam.

These Few Days...

Waiting For Someone To Text Me...

Im Realli Just Down Again..

I Trusted You...

I Trusted Them...

Treated You As A Family.

I Dun Need A Listening Ear...

I Just Want Someone By My Side.

There's 3 Person i Can Go To.

But I Realli Have No Face To Face Them.

People Do Make Mistakes...

That Includes Myself.

Time.....

Doesn't Wait For You To Make Mistakes.

Think About It.

Mutual Respect.

Isnt It What Common Sense Itself Tells You.

If You Respect Someone.

Of Course The Someone Would Respect You Back.

Im Not God.

It Still Have The Same Effect.

You Respect Me , I Respect You.

Misunderstand ?

Well....

English Could Be Used In Many Forms.

For Misunderstanding.

Or To Turn 1 Round To Shoot Yourself Back.

Seen It.

Heard It.

Played With It.

Had Fun With It.

Here's An Example Where English Isnt Easy.

Finally The First Obstacle We Founders

Have Seen.

And A Genius Mind.

Wont Be Able To Solve That Problem.

Time To Sort Out The People.

Urgent Meeting Was Carried Out...

Things Will Change Again..

Cant Get Myself Drunk Dead....

Im Trained God Dam It....

It Runs In The Blood.

Not Easy Get Drunk...

Cant Go To Sleep Tooo...

School's Starting In A Few Hours....

Haiz...

Someone In Facebook..

Chat With Me.

He Said 

" Are You Feeling Troubled ? "

I said Kinda...

" willing to share your trouble? i dun mind being a listener "

I Cried...

And I Didnt Reply Him....

I Finished The Last 6 Tall Cans Of Beer.

Which I Bought For Gabriel Last Friday...

Within 3 Hours...

I realise that...

i had no one to turn to when i need a listening ear.

i had no one to turn to when i need help.

Must I Read Your Mind ?

Or Should I Be Able To See It ?

Im So Afraid To Go To School Tomorrow...

I Always Calm My Team Down.

But Seriously This Time.

I Cant.

Cause Im Realli At My Dead End Too.

There's Something I Always Do.

When They Panic.

I Just Say.

Im A Genius.

I Had It Planed Out.

Calms Them Down.

But It Just Gives Me More Problem.

Calm On The Outside.

Panicing Inside.

Im Realli Realli @ My Dead End As Well.

I Realli Cant Do This...

I Realli Dun Want To Go School...

I Realli Need Help...

I Seriously Do...

And Of Course.

The Person Called Me " Joel "

This Name...

This Name...

ME !!!

Realli Get To Touch My Heart..

Although Its Just My Name.

My Name's Not " Babala , Genius "

I'm Joel.

Distracted From Life...

Though I Apparently Brought A Game To Life.

But It Seems...

Still Not Real.

Though The Friends I Made...

And How Weak I Am.

Looking Back ....

I Am Better When I Quitted Maple Back Then...

I Realli Do.

God Dam It.

I Still Remembered How I Raged Quited Maple The Last 1 Year.

The Anger...

The Feeling...

The Mistrust...

In The Middle While Forming A Batch...

I Just Cant Take It.

I Just Say.

Sorry Gtg.....

After Making Them Wait Like FK.

Just 2 Words

Sorry , Gtg.

I Just Quit.

And Left All My Friends.

And Quitted Maple For 6 Months.

Killing My Studio Production.

With A 4 Point GPA.

Showing Everyone.

How Sht Easy It Was.

Well This Time...

Its 1 Month From Now.

To Submission...

Im Totally Stressed Out...

Missing From School...

Realli AM Sleeping.

I Just Couldnt Go To School.

See My Video.

Information Flies...

Today My Form Teacher.

Said My Video Is The Most Boring One Ever...

I Realli Dunno What To Do...

Distracted....

Today....

I Just Raged Quitted Maple .

The Exact Same Way I Did The Last 1 Year.

But This Time.

I Said Farewell To This Particular Person.

Which I Met Through Maple.

This Wonderful Person.

Would Not Be Forgotten By Me.

Anyway...

Think That's It...

I Realli Dun Wish To Log In To Maple Already..

Realli....

Moodless.

Anyway...

Its Been A While Since I Post...

Normally I Post Things Would Be Real Short.

Wanted To Post On Facebook.

But Cant Due To My Mum's Stalk My Facebook Alot -.-

And Of Course There's Some Things I Couldnt Tell Her.

Anyway, For The Past Few Weeks.

I Have Indeed Enjoyed Myself.

Until A Few Days Ago...

Where I Realize That.

There's Some Things Still Lack Of...

The Time Needed To Sleep.

The Time Needed To Concentrate On My Project...

Still....

Cant Find It.

Until I Found It...

Last 3 Days Ago.

I Know Its Something Real True.

Yet I Cant Accept The Fact That I Actually ......

Haiz...

No Matter...

Cant Say It Properly.

Moodless Of Course...

How Weird This Person Is.

And How I Ended Up Being Like This.

Is All A Mystery...

LOLS Taken...

Nvm Then...

Changing My Blogspot Address To
Genius.blogspot.com

I Feel Like Everyone's Avoiding Me....

Seems To Me Like.

Everyone's Keeping Something Away From Me...

I HAD IT !!!

Supposingly I Have All The Time In The World.

When I Reach Post-Production.

And Yet...

Now Im Stuck With My God Dam Editor

Who Fucks My Plans In And Out.

There's 2 Kinds Of People You Meet In Life.

One - The People Comes For A Reason.

Two - The Person Comes And With You For A Lifetime.

Well Shane's One.

Tells Me That I Cant Realli One Man Show.

Still Need A Team...

As Always.

Im Able To Do Anything.

But I Cant Do Everything.

My Email Got Hacked.

Be Warned Of Virus-es.

Changing Email.... 

[ To Be Notified When Out ]

Freaking Fail MSN...

Haiz....

Time To Think Of A New Email Address =P

I Shall Do This If It Happens...

I Dunno What To Dooo.....

My Big Brain's Damage Stressed.

My Mother And Sister Went Out For Holidays To Celebrate Their Birthdays.

Together.

Today Is My Mum's Birthday Followed By 2 More Days My Sister's Birthday...

Just Before Going Off.

My Mum Told Me That.

She Updated My Bank Book.

She As Usual Holds Onto My Bank Book.

While I Just Hold To My ATM Card.

Mum Found Out How Much I Have Been Depositing And Withdrawing.

And How Much Im Earning...

Hmmm...

Wanna Enjoy Myself With A Special Someone..

Earning My 5 Digit Sum...

Hah...

Production Stage Starts Tomorrow !!!

Tomorrow 9am To 6pm.

Saturday 9Am To 2pm.

Sunday 9am To 2pm.

Weekdays De.

Need Comfirm Once Sunday Wrap =P

I Director Hor !

LOLS.

Promise Myself Not To Get Angry / Pissed / Fucked Off At Anytime During These 8 Days.

Wish Me Luck Will ya ?

=P

Going Off To Bed.

Niightz !

First Time To Let Luck Decide For Me.

And Not Me Making It Happen.

RAWR...

Have No Control Over It.

Grats Myself.

Officially Director.

Not Producer.

These Few Days.

Each Sleep Around Less Then 2 Hours.

But Worth It.

Mr.Joel Loved My Idea.

Tomorrow Have It Printed And Signed.

1 More Week To Production Stage.

All The Best To Myself.

Teachers Expecting Alot From Me =(

Although my Attendance Sucks.

Realise I Gotta Sleep In My Room.

Sleep Wake Up Paperwork.

Sleep Wake Up Paperwork.

Go School Paperwork.

Lead The Group.

Find New Ideas Etc Etc...

Off To Bed.

Waking Up At 5am Later.

Change The Format And Print At Fued Later.

Guess I Invested On A Quite A Good Chair.

Each Day Waking Up.

Red-Bull On My Table.

Mum Didnt Say Anything This Time 0.0

Every Morning Wake Up.

Before Brushing My Teeth.

Before Wearing My Specs.

Red-Bull First.

Every Single Say.

Got To Look And Wash Up.

Due To Shaking Eyes.

Today Was Actually The Worst.

Going Off To Toilet At School Bang Sai.

Think I Actually Slept There Awhile.

Talking To Teacher.

Talking To The Group.

Need Concentrate.

Seeing Double Vision Sometimes.

Its Realli No Time Le.

I Know.

The Group Knows.

First Group To Go Production Stage.

Under The Sponsership Of :

XpRienZ Company.

Koi Cafe.

7-11

NEA Approval.

Texas Chicken Providing Us With Food.

7-11 Cash.

Koi Cash + Drinks.

XpRienz, Cash And Final Product.

After All These Are Done.

It Will Be Broadcasted Under NEA.

Be Sure To Watch Our Commercial =P

On TV !!!

If I Do It Swee Swee.

Just Make Sure I Direct Properly.

Would Need Some Help From Shane =P

Rum My Camera Man.

Jaron My Gaffer.

And Got A Girl Who Was Under Me During Last module.

Doing As Producer For Me =P

I Sense All Workable Together. 

As Long As Im There.

Must Make Sure Swee Swee.

It Would Be A One Way Ticket To Poly.

Or. Skip Poly.

Can Go Out Work Le.

Know Why ?

Corporate Film.

No One For The Entire 3 Years Of Our Entire Course.

No One Have Done A Corporate Film Which Is Widely

Accepted In Singapore.

Plus I Already Have Things And Ways For Broadcasting.

Locations.

Talents.

Countless Of Them.

All Just Waiting For My Group's One Call.

Big Shot ?

Xtreme Pictures.

Finally Able To Use My Very Own Name.

Be Sure To Catch Them =P

See You Properbly Next Month.

Must Not Let Down.

What's Going To Be The Next Widely Broadcasted And Publise Film.

Need Sleep Liao.

My Producer In Facebook Chao Me Go Sleep Liao.

LOL.

Everyday She Like My Personal Assistant. Till End Of Project.

Remind Me Sleep.

Eat All That.

Before That.

I Almost Realise That I Didnt Eat For Like 2 Days.

Not Knowing If I Even Slept Or Not.

Off Le.

See You Guys Soon.

4 Sides Of Life.

Pressuring Me To Do Well..

Yet I Inherited My Father's Sleepiness Habits.

No One Could Have Guessed It.

I Finally Earned My Gross Profit Of 10,000 Dollars.

Im So Happy.

2 Days. 

Eat Steamboat.

Considered So Bah.

Yesterday Eat Steamboat @ Bugis.

Waa The Smoke. 

Make Me Block Nose.

Then Slight Fever And Sneezing.

Went Home. Slept @ 12+

Woke Up Crazily @ 5am.

Not Bad Bah.

Small Guild Steamboat.

From Top Left To Right.

Gabriel ( Arcuno )

Justin ( iCyanBlade )

Long Ge ( xFrostBow )

YYN ( KuraiiYYN )

Han Sheng ( RotimusPrime )

Bot Left To Right.

Me ! ( x3Aimm )

Stephen ( WoDiuXinXin )

Lambo ( JrBoBox3 )

Small But Great Mini Guild Steamboat.

Hosting An Guild BBQ On 23,24,25,26 Of Sept.

Today Just Got Them Booked.

Gonna Make Those From Singapore.

COME.

Shy Is Not A Reason.

Need Come Take Attendance.

Those Never Come Expeled From Dreamworks =P

RAWR !

Anyway.

Back Home.

Tired....

Sleepy...

Going Sleep Soon I Guess.

Today's The Big Day.

Results Of Pitch Is Out.

Wish Me Bad Luck =D

And Guys !

Hey, Im Back To My Regular Sleeping Time.

No Longer Afternoon Sleeping.

At Night Wake Up =D

Grat I Changed Back =D

More Time For People.

Interactions.

Hah !

See You Guys Soon.

Last 2 Days.
The Pitching Of Those People From Jack Neo's Shoot.
And Went I Rushed To School On Monday.
@ 10am.
I Then Realise.
What A Waste...


So Many Difference.
Points That Are Better Then Me :
They Include Marketing
Audio Treatment
Lighting Treatment.


Points That Lose To Me.
No Confidence In Both Their Story
And Presentation.
PaperWork No Bind Up.
Words On Presentation Too Small.
Not In Point Form.
All One Whole Paragraph.
Then Reading Off Their Slides.
Paperwork Not Finished.
No Storyboard.
Script Not Finished.
Not Short And Simple.
( Too Draggy )
No Location Releases
No Talent Releases
No Schedules


Haiz.... Thought They Were So Good....
I Was Looking For.
Trailers
Try Shots
Teaser Shots
Full Scripting.
Full Storyboard.
Talent Release All Signed
Characterization
Location Releases All Signed
Location Pictures.
Full Set Of Paper Work:
Marketing Products
Schedules 
Sponsership
Art Design.
Set Design
Casting Clothes
Presentations 
Cast Transportation And Food
Food And Drinks For Crew
Equipment Sponsership from FEG
Lighting Equipments Sponsers From Beng Huat.
Characterization Done On Film And Video.


Guess i Hope Too Much From Them...
Seeing Them Pitch Liddat.
A Few Of My Friends Were Scared...
For Being Chosen...
Me Too Was Scared...
Later Going Off For School @ 12.30.
Today Or Tomorrow Director's Are Chosen Le.
Wish Me Bad Luck =(

Going Off To School..

Today It's A Must To Go.

Those Guys And Girls From Jack Neo's Shoot Are Back.

And Are Pitching Their Idea.

its A Freaking Must Go.

I Wanna Know How Far Off Their Difference

Between Me And Them.

I Didnt Sleep Last Last Night Again.

End Up Monday Didnt Go To School....

Today...

Didnt Sleep Again.

Rushed Up My Presentation Still...

Hope I ....

Have You Ever Thought.

How I Became Richer Then My Parents?

Who Actually Knew.

That Im The Richest In The Family.

Even Though How Much I Spent.

Yes. These Money Are Real.

Captured It From My Very Own Iphone.

I Truely Have Enjoyed Being Rich.

Buts Its Definately Not Everything.

I Have Indeed Knew That.

Someone Was Stalking Over My Money.

I Did Tell Someone About This.

Forgotten Who.

My Father Wants To Lend 500 Dollars From Me.

He/She Said.

Its Alright What.

I Was Like...

Hmm..

Guess So.

Last Week.

My Father Took One Thousand Four Hundred Dollars From Me.

Cash.

Without Saying.

I Was So Lucky.

When I Came Back.

I Was Actually Planning To Buy A 300 Dollars Portable Massage Thing.

To Put On A Chair.

For My Parents.

As A Form Of Thank You For Everthing So Far.

I Was Lucky That I Didnt Buy It.

If Not I Wouldnt Have Anything To Pay It With.

At Night.

My Father Came Back.

Passed Me Back. 600 Dollars Cash.

In 10 Dollars.

I Was....

I Hate Red.

That's A Reason Why I Changed Them All To 50 Dollars.

When I Made My Transaction.

He Promised Me To Pay The Rest Of The Amount.

When His Payday. On The 14th.

So I Have To Wait 3 Weeks ?

Firstly.

You Last Time Tricked Me.

When Im Small.

Tricked Me 4000 Dollars CASH.

When I Was Small.

Bought A Massage Chair.

To Make 'Happy' My Mum.

I Didnt Know At All.

It Was Actually My Money.

And Ended Up.

Selling It.

For 1200 Dollars. Within 1 Week That Was Bought.

I Do Not Think.

Any Of The 1200 Dollars Was Returned To Me.

You See Me Quiet Quiet.

Doesnt Mean.

I Do Not Know.

Its True That I Was Then Secondary 2.

Young And Stupid.

That Day.

I Was Eyeing On A NetBook.

Which I Realli Needed It.

Portablity.

Able To Bring It To School.

Light. 

Its A Computer.

Not To Play Games.

But To Actually Do My School Work.

Knowing That I Do Not Have Much Time.

I Was Realli Eyeing On It.

I Think YYN Knew About It.

But I Knew The Point Of.

I Do Not Have Enough Cash To Buy It.

Why Do Things.

Never Go As Planned.

Things I Have Planned To Do.

Was Instantly Killed.