Everyone is shocked.
Amazed..
21 years old maturing up.
Comparing themselves when they are in 21.

Why cant you trust me ?
Why cant my mother trust me?
Why cant she trust me?
Why cant her mother trust me ?

Im happy with what im doing.
Its my interest.
Its my passion.
I love what im doing now.

You are the ONLY ONE ONLY ONE. KEEP DESPITES ME.
ONLY ONE. YOU ARE MY MOTHER AND YET YOU BELIEVE IN WHAT I DO.
STABLE JOB FUCK SHIT.

I NOW HAVENT START FAMILY.
HAVENT SETTLE DOWN.
YOU BLOODY HELL GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO PROVE MYSELF.
I WANT THE SENSE OF ACCOMPLISTMENT. INSTEAD OF WORKING WHOLE DAY FOR NUTS.

IF YOU ARE UNHAPPY WITH ME AND WHAT IM DOING.
IM LEAVING. THE ENVIRONMENT YOU ARE GIVING ME IS NOT HEALTHY FOR ME.

EVERYONE IS NOT SUPPORTIVE. AND YET I GIVE A GOOD FRONT TO MY FRIENDS AND BUSINESS PARTNERS THAT MY FAMILY ARE SUPPORTIVE. TON OF BULLSHIT.
MORE CREDITBILTY DUE TO FAMILY SUPPORTIVE ?
TON OF BULLSHIT. 

ONE MORE TIME.
JUST ONE MORE TIME.

IF YOU FUCKING NOTICED.
SEE MY FUCKING ROOM. HOW EMPTY IT IS.
THIS HOUSE IS NOTHING EXCEPT A SHELTER ABOVE ME.
IT'S SO UNLIKE THE FAMILY I WISHED TO HAVE.
ITS SO UNLIKE HER'S....